gloomy, showing a cool gray color

 Gloomy, showing a cool gray color, giving a feeling of cold and stiff, N city was shrouded in such a gray, high-rise buildings, cars were all previously infected with a layer of iron-gray , an atmosphere of wet and cold cracking co-cheek blowing wind from the body trembled while frightened, almost conquered by such a cold, my heart there is an small flame, the warmth of the soul, that in a dream to come and go to the people, a long long time ... ... ... ... ... ... in a dream a long time almost see his way, perhaps in the next moment he'll appear in my sight, for that day I seem to stand in the wind for so long, long time to have been familiar to the air here, swallowed by the wind, and some dedicated some stubborn stand here, waiting ... ... waiting ... ... ... ...

once they saw he was so easy, then there has never been cherished every minute of his, when he left? ? ? Is the soul of the forgotten? ? Selective memory loss also? ? ? He later transferred to the remote town, often see him become a luxury thing, slowly began to wait, get used to waiting, waiting to meet with him every day, while waiting to become a long and become lonely hearts into a fire get people pain, I was able to wait for the conquered, I created the opportunity to Jiangmen, I never expected him will pick me, I did not tell him I will go to Jiangmen, Jiangmen, news or I'm going as fast as he reached the ears when I hear him come and take my message, I stood in the cold junction of this storm, stubborn figure stands like a statue

Jiangmen It was a strange place, it consumed most of my happiness, I do not know what it was a place where tripping I only know my dream Man Teng, my dream appeared countless times, Jiangmen City, N CRC company has become a replica of a wet mediocre basketball court, sometimes sunny, sometimes the rendering is the gray, a little garden, the garden that All covered with thick layers of Huahuacaocao gray coat, sometimes by sudden heavy rain washed a rich dark green was exposed, as well as the river willow that always sad sorrow, a hazy landscape, suddenly flashed a sudden disappearance I dream of the world but how could not see, can not see his face

Jiangmen this trip so severely hurt each other once, I really do not want this result, the only one with this one-man show of his accession, but it is in the play ended the season will be, in fact, we all want at the right time, right place, to find a suitable reason, for each other to paint a more perfect end , but now I can do is say that all in all, God had arranged the main set, this is fate, but also the fate, for the sad fate I have cried so many times, secretly shed his suit on the numerous tears, he only thought I was crying for history, he always said when I was a sad girl

N City:

crowd the streets this Saturday I do not know why the rare mind some doubts, is not empty the cold air Suozhi Gong? ? Or know that this is a unusual Saturday? ? Everyone is wearing heavy clothes, like most of the thick camouflage face, anachronistic in this season, played a cold wind, cold gray suppressed by city string of cold air, one by one face from the cold front go past, my whole body are surrounded by this cold atmosphere, the people are trembling, lips abnormal showing a pale, dark purple, black ... ... wiped the thick black lip gloss still can not hide, she (he) were all in the hands of love drug

tightly pulling a pink bag, seems to want a little bit from where the poor uptake of warmth, then the bag phone restless trouble up, hands shaking, and some confusion out of the phone tight grip on the screen Hushanhushan the flashing his picture, and only in the absence of the name of late-night dare to call an urgent press on the handle the ear, which came a familiar and gentle voice

his voice, deep and warm voice gently brushed ears, hands no longer shaking so much, almost frozen by the cold of the season, a strong heart beating again, flowers bloom stood trance the spring, the sun was shining by the baptism, Shen Ti where the cold season and I have never had contact

my fantasy in that spring, waiting for his arrival, when I really sat in his side, I still can not believe, but everything is really, looking at the real and familiar face, his face gentle swing the endless ocean, I quietly pinched his own hand a hard, physical terrible pain while proof of this is not meditation in the world, nor in a dream world, he is now really on my side, is that fantasy surging spring, warm heart at this time, too many words that I can not properly speak, I do not know because he was in the station or in the cold for too long, rolling in his throat trembling voice, language not a sentence, considerate to his car air-conditioning at maximum

Slow start immersed in a world that without him, his mouth said broken pieces do not happy, happy things, work things, repeated saying:

he just listened quietly, occasionally smiled, and I do not know when he is a love that in front of him like a baby child

broken City:

the city has a boundless imagination, is full of fantastic beauty, or the bleak fairy tale, but really see the true colors of it, could not stop the spread of the disappointment in my heart, a cold gray city, cold landscape, Even plants and flowers are cold, isolated stand to meet with me, and the only light and heat to regard his smile, there are always such broken city friends, their faces filled with laughter, more than six May the sun still hot, is he to keep the spring I have been

dinner (evening of 10 March 2007 17:30)

when the car slowly sliding broken into the city of Xinhui, the person sitting next to me was replaced by a stranger, he is a compliment no matter where we go, those who want to compliment him worried about his tired, but also a chance to make him happy They rushed home sitting on the driver, I can do and silent acceptance of

to his chassis, but it became my final say, who told today I am off it, go eat?? I'm very hungry, very early at home and wait for him , and worried that he came to pick me simply waited too long to eat the bread, so to get rid of their lunch, in fact, I just worry too much, as he did to the point, Ha ha ha ... ... this is my He began

unbalanced atmosphere is very good on the table, everyone seems ready a few funny words, like the expression of an animal rehearsed many times, the body slowly exhausted their enthusiasm The expulsion, from time to time look at the smile on his face thrown up, his warm eyes looking at me at that moment I thought in between dreams and meditation, the body's cold air is my cup of liquid expulsion, Refreshing look at the cup full of wine spills can be lost but a warm smile on his face, and finally understand the ancients called > should not be fooled by his appearance, yes, I made a fatal mistake, forgetting should not be holding up his glass down, I should not forget that once issued the oath, the soul of a cold sober look at me, look at me a glass of wine poured into the stomach, I looked at everyone with a cup of blessing for another glass of wine, swallowed into the mouth, said a number of words loyalty not help, then laughter echoed in the room, I could not hear me laughing, or was he smiling, perhaps someone else laugh, laughter mixed together, separated from each other, I like this feeling, like He never separated

with my heart and not because my words become drunk drunk reeling words of course, it is clear, it is the cold of the soul, it persisted, supporting my body, tell me, must not be drunk, certainly not! ! !

Bar (March 10, 2007 midnight):

my soul, my heart, my body, have betrayed me in the night, I left him a perfect impression, I want him to always smile at me then, smiling like a spring breeze, like a beautiful rainbow, only laughed at me so, I will forever keep him in the manufacture of the spring, even though I know that is an illusion, but still could not stop the temptation, he is a demon, but he is the most pure angel in my heart I Su Zhao

slender hands that reach for a cup of high angle, looking at which cold dark red liquid, I lost and who is the blood? ? Who is and who the source of life? ? There is an evil glasses sound waves set off in my mind, , can not you give up this way?

a shield to escape the strange woman shook the alcohol, like a child took his hand and said to him

as his eyes and halo dark room can not see his face, leaving him dodge some pain deep voice

I love you! > Under the resurrection of the soul in a splitting headache, consciousness returned to the body, the hand hold on to his own forehead, looking down at the next Yishanbuzheng own quilts, all last night and did not leave any traces on the face, In addition to the heart but unfortunately lost a panic, I know last night was not so calm I thought last night that my body does not belong to footer must have done something too foul, strange sinking soul sang alone, one Taiwan Qiuai Ji pain, eyes with confusion, low share of the eyes Picks lived without pity, with a tired voice asked, his eyes looked strange to me that the girl

Moreover, he already knows you like him, the secret is no longer a secret, he must face a strike against the heart suddenly left a void on the heavy pressure of the stones, there is a heavy uncomfortable pain, so I see him again, the kind of repressed pain deeper, more vivid, and his eyes and he'll dodge carrying me back to this little bit is enough to give me a fatal blow to

love between dreams and reality

I can no longer pretend nothing had happened to him, no longer nature can not easily call him uncle, and I put a laugh out stiff in the face, I have asked myself more than once, I really love him? ? I really love his selfless to the point where nothing requires it? The result is not the case, at least I want to tell him to tell him, I let him know I like him, who I once thought, and I love him but there is the intersection of dreams and reality, as the intersection of the brake during the day and night room, may also wish this season is gray, forgotten by all of the time, then I will rest assured in the love he had no regrets love, love is painful to heart and lung, unforgettable love, love to hear it ... ... ... ... like most of the glass sink in red wine, almost intoxicating aroma that seems to make people forget ... ... ... ...

silence of the day (March 11, 2007 morning):
< br> ten o'clock before I see him again, his face is not natural to laugh, we are silent, as if they also experienced a period of embarrassing injuries, I rub a thick face powder, marked with rouge, make color seem not so bad, is not so pale, and get along with him that day, I always smiled and looked around the strange friend who seems to me they are also encouraged to must be strong, we must, not tears, can not show your weakness, do not let him look down on you fleeting meteor

contradiction of my heart, pain, embarrassment, panic spent lonely, I want to escape from there, although I do not emotionally for the first time a deserter, but it is not the first time escape, I know I will never see escaped him, when I need a little courage is the courage to face him, used to be so nostalgic sake of staying him, how could I let go of this rare opportunities, the day the last time I stayed in his world 年 3 月

07 11 date your day vagaries of the weather, like most of my heart sinking to floating and uncertain, the day may also wish kidding I cry, now cloudy with a straight face, while they are smiling, my face cold and the sun has not yet been expelled clean, God withdrew its only warmth, crying like a lost love the woman, crying sad Ganchangcunduan crying, crying with a cracked heart and soul, my heart is boundless at this time of sorrow Gong hit, and it secretly quietly weep in the soul up, tears my heart to be baptized over again and again, the face I can not find on any trace of the sad face

accompany me numb all day, do not want to divulge too much grief, do not want to let his soul thrown into the rainy day, I quietly hid everything On that day, I am heavily armed up, looked around the familiar stranger, from time to time with laughter from their lips leak, but then they immediately stopped, while awkward silence filled the air,UGG boots, gathered around in my four and leave the sadness, even he has become a passer ... ... ... ...

broken one of the city attractions:

Black Sand Beach:

arrived broken when the city He arranged a day trip today, last night, listening to stop eating the place they said they thought that I have not seen the sea, in fact, several years ago I had the sea in Shenzhen after a Xixi , when our car slid into the empty boundary, the yellow stone crevices several strains of green plants, bizarre rocks exposed convex, the distance is a rare black sand beach, endless blue waters of the hard ice, watching the endless sea , so how cold the water here? ? It is a ice blue, Oh, how rare! Also seems to be a melancholy blue, my heart was the sea breeze gently stroked, the cold breath of the sea ice in my sadness, the sense of melancholy atmosphere has slowly died down, the wind has a touch of salty, There is also a Ruoyouruowu voice, the voice from heaven? ? Or the depths of the sound? ? Only I heard, the comfort of the Teana

ring only in heaven, the sun never shines is, who can accommodate you with hearts full of pain? who can undertake your boundless love, only you tilt the shadow of the body thoroughly, it is the ultimate love your partner ... ... ... ... ... ... br> sit and watch them laugh, take pictures in the sand to keep the joy of each other, it seems that I was among them, but even those who for the joy of it is so far away from me, I stood away from a place so close to him, how he do not see me, we had been in a dream, he was leaving, so I'm leaving behind only the dream of a world of pictures alone

he carefully avoiding me escape my world, I severely a step backwards, that step is the end line, slowly but quickly withdrew from the location of his sight, standing far from the place, looking forward to that to the sadness of men, a deep sigh from the bottom of my heart overflow mouth, it is the voice of helpless heart, I put my heart told my shadow: partner, save me!! away from the cold I leave this lonely world, and forever abandon him, whether he is in heaven, or I went to hell, I can not hear the sound of my soul, that love threw back his frustration on his face all ... ... ... ... running around everywhere, but have never let me get too quiet, have never let me leave sad

Liang Qi-chao House:

immense trees planted a quiet trail extended forward, around the raided my body cold, bitter cold from time to time slapping my cheek, my lips again in a hint of pale color, the ring with his arms will not help the shoulder, never before this moment, so no help may want to cry, I still flee the spring, and he put me mercilessly back into the winter season

frightened eyes looked roadside stalls, those glowing dark red tangerine peel , like most of the blood coagulation when looks dry, like glowing nose bursts of bloody inter-breath, all kinds of fine Po fans what seems like over her, looked around everywhere Labo houses, roadside stand or walking in twos and threes in the idle of the local population, they used poor access eyeing us, they like the specter of a nightmare, reclusive man in this world of food, I thought that some fear, heart, loud scream, !! toward the edge of the world

few black characters into the eyes of a tough, very smart, bringing stinging eyes, a feeling, this is the first he arranged two stations, travel When I went into the army for a symbol of the history of the house,Discount UGG boots, the history of the old atmosphere Shen approaching, I suppressed my anxiety over cold withstand siege around, thin the name of the existence of a century that the house, hoping to turn their grief scattered one o'clock

front doors and windows stood an old daze, staring at the top of fine relief, it had a bustling fantasy, just that it's downtown have gone, had subsided in the time of the flood in the bit of the old left, to the world left many wondering and guessing, here, another witness of history, it has bred the great man - Liang Qi-chao, otherwise, it may not even last that broken body, but also down into the historical era of the late

Shen house could not stand the cold breath of closure, I quietly exited the room, Looking back come to the road slowly walked out and looked at the corner of my eye an overcast sky, I was drawn into the black and white gray world, a lonely figure, a gray sky, black housing, white face Such a pet ... ... animation giving a sad

who is that girl children

his new recruits to the staff, she committed to start a tour guide, it seems careless in his cold remedy, her mouth Taotao incessant complaints about the new session one kind of exquisite, a sparrow like most of the flowers, which bloom only fifteen days, its roots spread Teng mimicking one kind, but extremely hard, and mutual entanglement can not climb to pay the same as a tree branch growth, Teng gently stroked the flowers on the vine, smell aroma of the past has not smell any, I pulled off the two, I want to leave something for the journey, a journey of the last ... ...
< br> bird paradise:

bird paradise, the word strange and familiar, many, many years ago in a text on to find out about, is when? ? When it was a child, when all the birds in this place full of curiosity, more questions, sinking the world's largest banyan tree really exist? ? Another myth is it Snow White? ?

when we stood in a large group of people who really are the boundaries of a bird paradise when no other plants around again, all different sizes of various species banyan, I do not have the mood to enjoy those banyan , in that wet afternoon mediocre, I can only see their own ... ... counting the hours, counting the last hours of this journey, secretly left his shadow in my heart, even if do not want to end this way forget < br>
through a curved wet trail, God gave this trail on both sides planted a beautiful picture, beautiful Mimang, beautiful heartbreaking ... ... ... staring at his toes, a few of their own pace, side by side with him when not perceived, not natural conversation with him, smile at each other's face hanging, it seems that last one was willing to take off the mask, the same people travel away from us so far, far too I see them throwing us back, who gave us a chance? ? I should be grateful it? Silence, not talking, fear of leakage more sad

render more big banyan tree in the road leading to sinking to the horizon like a distant, distant way can then also coming to an end the moment,Bailey UGG boots, appeared in front of This miracle, a kind of Akira indistinct feeling, actually it is not a myth, although its existence is so untrue, those whose lives are strong banyan tree leaves green, shining with the outward extension of their efforts, some insolent, some arrogant, But people have put up with all its willfulness, who told it is a myth? ? ?

We rented a small boat and began a close look it occupies the territory, rickety boats to sail the center of the lake, green lake, the faint, began the tour guide stands at the bow Fengyun Banyan, what is the birds back to the nest, the tree's age is unknown, because of what is known around the world, etc., which occurred in an episode the way he looked at the way the ship Yaochuan also like to try, looked at him a little worried rickety toward the bow, the boatman carefully handed him the boat slurry into the hands of his fascinating look at the way we all made fun of him, and laughed at him like a child, he is our all ages the largest, highest position than I was childish, it was this time caught him shaking his starched look, that moment he is happy and happy

this episode too soon, and tour guides Miss began to twitter, though I'm really surprised the existence of a large banyan Fengyun, when I was just immersed in his thoughts, at which point the thin rain, the sky Ice shed the rain, like most of the Need for transparency thread, raised his head and looked at the gray sky, there is no edge in the bottom of my heart whispering: Also thrown deep cry makes my heart sad, and then a drop of Eau drop in my face, hair, bare hands, drops into the eyes of a fall down the eyes, from the face and began a brief pet travel, a trace of the cold immersion quickly slip into the neck of my heart, while a burst through the heart of the cold, cold heart has long been cold my lips began to tremble and sour nose, I was tears of heaven to the Gong hit the ... ...

bird paradise enveloped an uncomfortable atmosphere, the sky falling tears random order, a transparent crystal drops, sprinkled on his face, his hair was played through Wet, who tears his face wet? His hair? His heart ... and ...? Each Shajian his actions, the laughter of each casual, I clearly heard the sound of knocking at the cold face off each other laugh, it inadvertently reveals his face flash across the cold, tear the beginning of a meditation haven

then washed by the rain so clean, leaves, grass, brick-paved paths, rough stone bridge ... ... are silent, but also seems to whisper in the rain, decomposition of my heartache, looked to one side, watching the smile on his face hanging, when he was so far away from me? ? ? In this empty afternoon, in addition to the voice of heaven weep, and a faint voice, who's heart is about to go out to stop the sound, the isolated space, shoes issued Qingcui printed voice of the ground, suggesting the time has not been stopped by

sad time in heaven forever linked with the outside world, we found a cool paradise Taoyuan, an old woman waited at the garden, the arrival of our destruction of the quiet here, we deliberately A summary of the fruits of her guarding the shuttle in a cool and peach trees, the waves go into a nose, the aroma of sweet, heart chest stays miraculously eased my mind, share the pain can not release the < br>
dinner (evening of 11 March 2007 six):

broken struggling with fatigue in the footprints left around the city, when the night had come only to find themselves only tired breathe in, and can but do not want to stop this tired, broken city with my friends who continue to shuttle the streets of the city center, but threw him alone, can not see his shadow appears around, some loss ... ... a lot of confusion, confused by the strange beauty of it, I loose my soul, the highest point of each here, because it can be the first time I first saw his shadow, he was busy or leisure in the city figure ... ... br>
needle was slowly climbed to seven from six that number, finally ended for the day is not a pleasant trip, when I opened the door facing the cold wind, every joint, every bone, every cell crying, ears still remained on the ground quickly skip shoes voice, the body had slipped away to his side, so ashamed I can not wait,

This is our last dinner together in the He sat down beside the location, the table has nothing to do with my noise seems, my eyes can not tolerate too much, only he, his smile, his gentle voice, nose where is the taste of him, looking at toast the way he laughs, everything is still in my eyes, and before the drop untouched glass of wine which had always the courage to touch it, and finally it poured into his cup, his Xiecai , tea has become the only thing I do, he's one unintentionally harsh words made my heart hurt a bit I have touched the hearts of far-fetched mouth, exposing the way that cried laughing, in fact, I'm sitting next to you is the happiest thing, at this moment I am really the happiest person in the world ... ...

Separation of the moment I almost can not help but want to cry, looking at the figure he stood in a cold blast, it would only hand waving, his face today, the only lake opened one of the most sincere smile, will never forget , will never forget the way he was, a black sweater, arms hanging a black jacket, black trousers, black hair highlights smile on his face, big eyes, there are stars in the flash thick glasses how beautiful it can not block, push back by winter, spring swing on his face

, no matter how late give me a call, I'll be waiting , come back so suddenly, and so short, the heart - a bitter pain, pain not understand, I do not know the pain pity, tears flow in the wind, while the eyes of the pain Sese

return (the evening of 11 March 2007 eleven)

lam with him my friend drove me back to the N Forest City this evening, I met with the forest is his introduction, the Lin should I call the beginning of his eldest brother, may be fate, this time I went to the broken city he planned

is sitting in the car for a long time for a long time are unable to speak, I'm afraid I open my mouth will Kuchu voice, one song after another car Dangzhao Shen old old songs, silence began to travel in the car series, immersed in his parting busy, when the car has broken away from the city far, far away, when it began to slow slow return to God, began to talk with the forest, our topic is all him, I began to control his mouth, and he met more than a year everything happened, more than half the time saying to no longer go on, the other half was flooded with tears, so I kept saying a person to see is the forest said, but is standing against the cold wind that he did not know what

When Lin began to exhort non-stop, be sure to properly take care of him, I worship the forest must take good care off him, he is a good friend, a good boss, so you should be ... ... ... ... exhort his voice N when the car into the city slowly released into the atmosphere in the midnight

I looked at several forest hesitant look, I noticed from my own world that I do not normally concern, while embarrassing car silence

What, is he ... ...

waiting on the death sentence

his silence for so long almost have a century

what the distance is not a love can cross, and you can not be together, the difference between you too far away, no matter the age, another circle of life, can not cross each other, the love of your way so that he was troubled, pain, his most do not want to hurt you, and he said do not want him to get married or a monk, you will give up hope,UGGs, and he care about you and cherish you, spoil you, because now he has put you in front of the younger generation >
thud, and my heart a long time and build walls came crashing down, I heard his heart had stopped beating a Shajian, straining a breath of stuffy air in the car, quietly eased that pain a very tough battle the heart, a weak voice broke the silence, then blurted out a number of real Nanbian

understood, however, it is only the feelings of wine, sober, I will never admit that I am too well, I know the distance between us ... ... ... ... So far, he is like the stars in the sky ... ... only a distance they can never touch, even if one day he will accept my (sarcastic laugh), I can not convince myself to accept him, and will never ... never ... tell him not to feel troubled because I never just when he was my uncle, an elder ? ? Looked at the dark night, I was silent and not say a word, there is a Shajian illusion, my youth was he taken away, the heart suddenly become old and weak, every beat is so hard, as if it can not be qualified to work positions for decades, Only the most is the age a man Oh the years

that dream so far away far away from me, it seems that this dream never done

not old roots, the heart residual

Green often accompanied by light, no sleep!