Across the sky like birds, like wild flowers open quietly

 Across the sky like birds, like wild flowers quietly opening (after Hong Kong, a Tsinghua University student studying thinking about life)
98 years of graduate study and successfully insured, then I'm just a nerd Han Han, pure of as high school students in Tsinghua University in general that the temple monks spent four years in school, the girl seems to be the foot of the tiger, mysterious have to let me see to blush. What is the future for me is, to strengthen both the educational and research exchanges. Tsinghua course to account for a lot of places, the department of several cattle to the United States, so the cake to fall on my head, really is a good pie, do not consider G, test care, a full scholarship, and even schools and what procedures are arranged by the Ministry of Education, I have no money to spend, then contact HKUST complaints and procedures for the efficiency of China's cumbersome process as to how the trouble, I still have a None known.
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so unwittingly come to Hong Kong. mountains and the sea was like the United States Science and Technology University of paradise, cool modern architecture so that our eyes. was one of the guys said : the advantages of trade and services are subject to the challenge of China's coastal cities, and the technology that is competitive to throw money down the heartless built the school, invited scholars. cost of 40 billion Hong Kong dollars, the equivalent of Microsoft's net profit for the year. Organization visit, the professor's speech, English training passed quickly, then clean and new excitement has faded, the face of this Castle sea every day, eventually had no feeling numb. It can be speculated that married a beautiful wife is of little significance, if not to show off. Professor of mostly Chinese, many of Taiwan and the mainland origin, hand, people are a minority, many schools are in North America took PhD, Ben here is paid to the their PhD titles and names of photos always hang together, hang a lifetime, Harvard and Standford course, like incense. are professors can get more than one million Hong Kong dollars a year, that is, one month can buy a car, than the American universities generally high. knowledge really worth, so we were filled with longing for the future. and professors have returned to eat, talk about the treatment of the mainland university professors, they sigh: point. the application came in, so the pressure is rather high, hard workers than the company level counterparts. Now bear in their scholarship, students must do the next row. just to get in a lot of teachers and our friendly talk, and then gone, long time no do not know. Postgraduate course tutor, as long as they do not look for him, he is certainly not looking for me. After class is absolute freedom, then freedom is very comfortable.
George Bernard Shaw that the depression of life there are two, one desires have not been met, and that it had been met. words really are part of the truth. When I lived in this beautiful place masterpiece can be arbitrary to worry about going to the shops can not pay from the account can be any control over their time, the first six months, but found that mood from bad to worse. west of the architectural design of the so-called privacy protection will be personal to the limits, into the dormitory to the basic existence of others feel the same units also have a separate bedroom, we are all into the room, the door was closed, isolated, and who also embarrassed to knock on the door. first came to know when a group of people, and later find out there is unable to encounter, as the disappearance of the general. living together is the uncle of several thirty-level characters, and occasionally one or two words to say but never could say a lot. We all like to live in a different space to do research, flawless busy to care for others.
In all fairness, for a mature researcher, if he has set goals and interests, living life on the illusion is no longer there, ready to join the scientific research, then this is really a good environment. but I kind of vast open eyes the ignorance of the eye feather boy, but it is completely different feel. the vague feeling of depression is really hard to describe, to find people to play, but the windows opened and closed, closed and open, keep drinking still feel uncomfortable.
miss breaking building in Tsinghua slapstick days with each other sect, holding the basketball in the corridor miss calls out to be the days of those who gathered, but miss not solve the problem. the children's psychology to into mature stringent environmental, not a test do not say.
utilitarian education for many years of hard training, I came all the way along the local, that completely fooled. I have successfully passed a second exam, no final know why I passed the examination of these accounts from the life, this so-called top students just keep to themselves to meet the but it has not existed, had not developed. I can not learn any course helped me to resolve distress at the time, then the day is to learn what those differential equations? also went to parents smile, people praise it? mid- Tsinghua graduates get scholarships for such a monster: do not know what they want, do not know what is life, there is no contact with the community, early twenties, but see the girl to an uncomfortable, will be solutions of various of the equation, it can not solve their own puzzles, MA, Ph.D. in front of the road, but do not know should not be so go on, this is my pursuit of the state do? an IQ of bad people to work for many years to come to this?
This is a problem, very early, but too late to be exposed, I believe this problem will be a lot of Shidishimei still have to face, I believe, still have a lot in the Tsinghua University as students like me then. When you see the discussion of their innocence: G 2 ***, prop 6 **, GPA 3 .*, the school ranking Top **, if only for a few years of hard work then the point on the figures, the ultimate standard of life is goabroad. I They can not not worry. It is also to promote the main reason I write this.
a lot of people did not really interested in doing research, but ran out of energy to get a chance to go abroad to do research to filled in could not conceal his joy in, even without a real plan of life, ignorant of their own interest, to go abroad and go abroad, that will leave folks to meet after the start of depression.
our students a very practical , the majority of graduate must go to make money, buy a house thirty struggle for marriage between, say if you told a Hong Kong PhD twenty-eight and still, he will think you are a failure, probably will not make money. The Hong Kong to stay PhD students for research is really like people, a solid ground work, they seriously let us number caprice, or distracted the mainland students to shame.

living in Hong Kong said that Hong Kong is tiny, in fact, more than one thousand square kilometers of area is not too small, but most of the mountains, few places available, many are reclaiming out of downtown. subtropical climate, but also in all over the mountain and the Gulf place, the scenery of course better. Hong Kong, Beijing comfortable climate than a million times, not cold in winter, summer is not too hot, or even no obvious seasonal flu. just some of the first half wave of the weather. all day feeling all wet, the north a bit of a stand.
highly developed transport in Hong Kong, public cars never crowded, and rarely traffic jams, but Hong Kong, Beijing, much narrower than the road, the car no less, just a better layout and management, see must come to Beijing to international efforts. This is truly a shopping paradise, things are not expensive, electrical appliances and clothing may be cheaper than in Beijing, especially the international brands, with no tariffs, certainly cheaper than the mainland. so do not take a lot of clothes, cheap enough. But services such as meals, hairdressing, related to staff the necessary labor and rent expensive than the mainland many times. can freely exchange in Hong Kong, Shenzhen is also a big advantage, you can easily back and forth several times a day , available to students studying in Hong Kong by Hong Kong for a temporary ID card, passport cover with a chapter on the free entry and exit.
often asked and Hong Kong movie star, but to Hong Kong to think that those people only wage earners, more influential behind the boss, once the boss did not want to holding, the star will soon disappear, new people will replace it. see them hard to sing and dance, it is actually needed to survive in the business world that is absolutely driving force.
Hong Kong's financial and information services are quite well developed in the so-called first world, are also considered quite prominent, you can enjoy cheap credit card, telecommunications, Internet services, so some people stayed in Hong Kong for a long time to come back but not meet, mainly in these areas is, of course, reasons other systems and other software.
said the school of life, material conditions better than any university in China, and even the conditions better than many U.S. schools, boarding schools in Hong Kong students have little Therefore, the school for a holiday weekend is very quiet. mainland students usually exclusive school facilities, the huge computer rooms and playgrounds, comfortable swimming pool, have a lot of good memories. dormitory in good condition, you can cook, do their own than in a restaurant where to eat cheap, so the mainland students this way, often in small groups over the weekend, do eat for pleasure. restaurants are in the Western, Chinese food tastes mainly in Guangdong, busy time for nutrition as the most important, taste not only ate can.
mainland students in Hong Kong is now not much, a total of four to five hundred people, all schools have a sorority, it is more loosely organized, there are some opportunities to meet friends. the weekend will be organized to put up movies, engage in dance. close to the examination or papers, no one thought out activities. Hong Kong students are very good deal in a mature society, who grew up, psychology is relatively simple and fun, unlike some mainland students are often over-plan their own tomorrow, will be forced ourselves very tired. they are interested in the mainland gradually, although they often do not know the Hunan and Sichuan, just put it on the Qin Shi Huang and Mao Zedong. as long as the active point to communicate with them, it can get to know a lot of friends, Cantonese is not an obstacle, many people can listen to Mandarin, and Cantonese is not difficult to learn, too easy to grow a lot.

a lot of people on the job opportunities in North America to finally jump to go, most of them still went on to study, from the In this sense, Hong Kong is just a springboard.
the opportunity to work in Hong Kong, not many left, if the first day into the understanding of Hong Kong, this is good. also back the motherland, I am, so I'm here write articles and see many of my friends asked to Hong Kong to study the issue, as someone who has to write this, these friends if you can provide some useful information, very satisfied.
last wrote an article published in the overseas students edition, many of my friends write to me and gave me great encouragement, really did not expect to have their own things will affect others. study abroad experience gave me a lot, almost a transformative process, in an article is not all finished, so I write a sequel, Hollywood is making money out of pure sequel, I do not figure what, if after reading a ppmm looking for me, but succulent. the bottom of my heart's a little In particular, people feel it. do not see the smile from the heart, even the conversation seemed to only one topic: What are the future plans? each do one thing, are asking ourselves: do any good for me?
Frankly, I arrived in Hong Kong is the way not only to feel what is coming from, not the end of the rootless floating away from home, I want to, ah, not to waste any energy on their own, houses, cars, fame, status, also have a beautiful wife, I need all ah. to learn the benefits of the most give me something to do best for their own affairs, until I succeed. At that time I was so typical of utilitarian, and now I want to own such a scolding .
maximum mathematical functions that are often taken in the most unstable to the point, people will lose the pursuit of extreme inner balance, when the time is not difficult to understand the deep mathematical principles. I quickly let my utilitarian Psychological into just no way out, learned of the doubt, worry themselves into nerds, and self-confidence, no real friends, no fun calm the body and mind every day goosebumps. Finally, I went to student counselors. stupid little put down to tell, but I remember that he has smiling bearded face, eyes release tolerant and moderate light. He told me that I feel is very interesting, he first students encountered such a confession. words. It was the most shocked I saw the words, but also I think the most profound sentence later. China is very difficult to understand where in the utilitarian influence over education, the lack of character education of Chinese students, but also tantamount to sunny Perak. results, offer, degree, the benefits of one kind or another, every day there is something desperately calculating what is the point? Suppose you suddenly die, the world will be like? the world will be as brilliant, as fast as the earth, the solar system in the universe every day in for a location. the sea or ocean, the waves, or waves, like the flowers rise and fall. your relatives may be tears, but the people around you forget within three months for a clean, that is what you who care so much about how they see your group of people ah. If God exists, in his eyes, how much you poor little worm, living briefly in years, in the best of youth, the not have been happier with external force to gather a lot of dedication and spirit has nothing to do small things, just out of no confidence in the future, little heart out at the close of the day as the sound issue that stupid, so you busy, so you worry voice: I want, I want more. wonderful thing full of such small insects, when a left, another came, and doing the same thing, the same little rough idea of being affected by the same suffering. So God be with emotion: the vanity of vanities, all is vanity. The thing which shall be there; that which is done, shall be done. under the sun, there is nothing new.
is past generation, no mark; future generations, then people do not commemorate.
------ Old Testament, Ecclesiastes
I'm not preaching, nor is it the time instructor in the mission, but let I immediately saw its small, the pursuit of the false material, the heart of ignorance. look at capitalism, student counseling, is not more clever than we here? Margery has helped us anything?
Do not worry
to the natural bloom, open crown of pearls than Solomon is also the United States. you, worried about what? valuable than birds and lilies and more, God will abandon you despite you? He and other U.S. offer at the time, often dreamed of schools receiving the cattle offer, over-excited to wake up, more depressed, feeling , which is not difficult to understand the Even the birds and wildflowers can be to enjoy the gift of God, which have higher thinking, intelligent person, but alive to do a look of melancholy thought, groaning sigh.
people often lament the West laughed so real, so from the heart, study up, then comes down to them more money, they are more developed society. But I think it is not the cause. The reason is that they are closer than the Chinese students to birds and wild flowers fills closer to mentally Bale. They are more naive, I believe that Almighty God will never abandon him, so they have less to think a lot of problems, but had more success, more cohesion in the team performance, because the excessive selfishness is not common to all God accountable, they can quickly make a Microsoft, a Dell, but we can see China's Founder, Lenovo, Sina, the management of earthquake one year than in Taiwan, over the years, even out of Asia ambitions are not truly over. Is not God the benefits of the West, he said the letter I can be saved, regardless of whether the God is not virtual, but in fact human nature to fill the huge gaps in people's Microsoft to prove his existence, as computer's virtual memory, Jinguan virtual, but in fact the role is enormous. Chinese students always suspected the existence of the invisible God, even in private, said he can take me to benefits? In fact, what the Chinese do not believe in, but believes the benefits of the test from the ancient stereotyped, the study is to benefit. Therefore, we live in fear every day without the benefits of blue, to seek their own small thinking, In a huge world to reap the benefits of the system go, God put up with tears, and turn away.

helpless thinking nothing I do not advocate, even though in the last article, I try to point out that the pursuit of material false. As Sartre believes that this is the meaningless of life, but how to get rid of nothing is meaningful. Wang Shuo's significance lies in shattering the false sense that there is no noble, Woody. Allen is constantly pointed out the significance of life ridiculous. If everything is so ridiculous, how can we face 24 hours a day? but live is so simple, it's just a process, simple and naturally occurring, so that any interference and concerns are unnecessary. like birds sweep the sky, flowers silently open. can anything called now? you can claim anything? the significance of all time, only the flow of the river. to Just like a fire, which is meant the process of burning fire, once process stopped, the fire does not exist. people think is at play, it is a two-sided thing, it does not always bring us good, although we have so much confidence in it. thinking in many cases the severely disturbed natural life process, it is good to a single state, it is worthwhile, together substandard, give yourself what, so we quickly become unhappy, less secure, can no longer enjoy the kind of natural joy , and just as people were camera, his face is not natural it immediately. horror film may have been the ghost did not appear, people began to teeth chattering, was tortured by his thinking it.
friends know for sure in computer operation The system will hang up the meaning of a process. who bear the thought of that stupid, why should resident memory? it is so long-term operation, but also the number of real solution to the problem? Why not hang it when necessary, to enjoy the natural life ? understand that this will change your life, thinking will make you into a conflict, many times it is redundant, hard to understand, and even enough to feel the pores. When you do not judge, no resolution, no comparison , no trade-off, you immediately and harmony together. words are superfluous, because the speech comes from thinking. Buddha twist flowers smile, detailed, and look, though meditation, seems to leap all the world, he simply sat on top of that life, no hint of discord.
school days, I often listen to the sea waves, sat down and watched the sun set, it will be my best time of day when the sun did not go, sunset slowly faded colors, the waves still gently tap the shore, screen color from around come around me, I will silence the joy that rises in mind, feel the eternal power somewhere, will I hold it in tightly, like me, with all things in, but also by moderate to hold, I will never lonely, never sad, never despair, because that power has been there will always be there, I was the gift of it, my soul has never been as then flourish , the heart has never been as quiet and harmonious time.
I do not have to tell that power is God Ye Hao, God Ye Hao, Lao Tzu's Tao Ye Hao said, what does it matter? tell just thinking often does stupid things Bale. All hearts are the same, I believe everyone has the harmonious state, like the radio channel, like have that, but too many people were not tuned in before. the sun, sea, breeze moon, flowers, life and life endless species, is such a big gift, ah, only in our short life can feel, but too many people never mindful. They handed over all their meager brain cells, the heart the poor to the CPU, always doing the narrow-down operation and the judge, so will be a long struggle to anxiety, only to see 85 points and 90 points the difference between 5,000 yuan monthly salary and 10 million annual salary of different cattle identify schools and bad schools. Therefore, the error message like breaking the computer as much.
I had no intention to write a lot, inquisitive about life has always been a heavy topic, the same range of students to school and then they doubt themselves, adding to concerns. it would be better to say Point amusement thing more every day laughing and joking while. Not long ago a girl to see Peking University, said that the text in front of me is very useful in Hong Kong, followed by the article to read more, you can understand, not all people I do want to be like them, especially girls, more than a day, said several more However, Beijing University who have not met the sequel to The Young waiting for me, thank you, xmdl (Chen fish), I do not want to let you down This article is written for you.
the girls to the previously mentioned asked me the biggest gains during study abroad is what I long experience the answer is. just like in a small place to stay for a long time met the people from the sea, the harvest is very large. So I gradually learned the true humility , more understandable to admit that, and can recognize only a part of this world is too small. In my brain there is too much space outside, from that point of view, we all have had their own more conceited, more or less every day doing the stupid things sit idle, arguing Mangrenmoxiang debate.
Tsinghua University Beijing University students humanistic quality, I think a lot of books from the library's humanities, because I like Most students study in the book come back to see where to move. But those seven books prolific eighties, basically is a named Ma knife castrated eunuch-style book - I am not afraid of offending people. how castration law? For example, Reading Lao, feel like a eunuch general cynical.
era in the red, sword invincible, including Confucius to Sun Yat-sen, Chiang Kai-shek from Zeng to have very few can escape, because they have a limitations forgot to eat, hey, they were castrated the poor. These are the things I used to head outside, so I immediately knew to be humble, and people are always being affected by his experience and the great limitations of the environment, he did not even realize that there is no be isolated from the limited selection.
Jesus do, using our perspective, he too failed, no wife, no son, no house, no property, no place and, finally, was crucified, he was just wandering in four to help the suffering people, more than his eyes always see the outside world, because he also visited in higher dimensions.
Chuang Tzu, but it seems so far the most free and easy to live the most romantic Chinese He is synonymous with detached, he is also a high dimensional space ants.
to read them, and to experience the kind of wisdom from another dimension of the shock, although you may not change the reality of frustration, but can be profoundly change themselves, even though the body can not get rid of the heavy, still no option to live in the plane, but the mind free. willing to raise your heart up?
each person is unique, and we can only ever be himself, Rousseau said, I am insignificant for the whole world, but I really was all for their own. In fact we are only important for yourself, if I died, few people will remain after three years of my memory, if I pain, few people have real sympathy, because too hard, and everyone can not understand my mind. So we have to independent living is to be yourself, that kind of their own, to seek self-perfection and harmony inherent to That sentence did not realize the choice: I am who I am.
Simply because I am not and can not beanyoneelse. But we educated the purpose of education is to teach us to forget ourselves, to become a man known as the standard, is not it? comments from primary school onwards we will Miyoshi, tree model, learning from Lei Feng, learning Trainin. teacher always see our bad habits, In college, how much freedom we? We still look at other people to see a typical, to see the so-called successful, we still live in their own standards to be surrounded forget to bbs look, it seems that everyone is unified tone, GRE 2400 , took the cow school offer, signed the well-known foreign companies, and found ppmm, Niua, envy, ah, it was great, history went to the 21st century, Beijing University and Tsinghua only one face, and move a lot of new students each year, and finally for a left.
meaningful comparison is it? existence as a unique, as all his master, why should more than anything and people can find meaning? Why is it that when people consider G, I I have to test, and why 2200 will test but depressed? Why billgates success, I also have to learn the computer? but themselves and how others are different, do something different in a number of desires can be driven easily ignored?
Worship is meaningful it? star is so sought after need it? bad team in China that support so much attention is the need to do?
when we poured hope, they earn more money to and live a more arrogant, more let us down, we are a rich man who love and love so much, why not dedicate more people need love, why not dedicate themselves, their own unique?
when we worship ourselves, love ourselves, sought after themselves, concern themselves, we are also star. This will not happen blindly, booing will not occur, the cult of personality will not happen. in this sense is very large, at least for the Great Leap Forward will not happen Revolution will not happen, our economy may be on track as early as three years, and now we do not need hard leap oceans, the central and local government officials do not like now, the work of hundreds of millions of people do not brag about 7% Shihai trying GDP growth, like the impotence of the people, in order to face, solemnly to fame: see my bushy beard, annual growth rate of 7%.